{ ♥ } Monday, April 09, 2007
An American dreaming.
Actually I do get why they're so against it. I wouldn't want my daughter who's barely old enough to get a driving license and who can't really take care of her own health and what's more discipline herself, to be further exposed to the crazy situation people are in now.
To be honest, I get influenced extremely easily and to discipline myself after that is as hard as [ insert anything close to impossible that you can think of right now ]. 17 years. What do I know? Sadly, nothing much. I'm at this phase when I do things irationally and I hardly think of the consequences. I speak without thinking twice, and I act before thinking at all. Silly.
I should get rid of this delusion, it's killing me, day in day out.
Don't try to act hero lah.
Mid-years start in 2 and a half week's time? I need a time table, quick. Settle down, Imee, focus! The closer I am to exams, the more likely I am to give up. Nop, I don't have any fighting spirit if you've noticed. The only academic achievement that I'm proud of is the fact that I managed to get 76 for my first Chinese test in primary 3 when I crammed all 5 years of education into countless lessons in 6 months till I got so sick of Mandarin for a period of time.
It's good to hear that school has finally started for you. No more dota till 4 a.m in the morning ah I tell you. Careful when you drive don't end up like your sister lol. Your mails give me motivation each time, and I ask for nothing more :) Take care dearest.
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