Imee Francesca. :D

2007-09-07T19:03:00.000+08:00

Ok yes yes I didn't manage to throw my router away. Was supposed to pass it to Andrew for um, "safekeeping", but you see, haven't had the chance to meet him ah, so yeah it's still with me :D

Pardon my previous post, it was filled with way too much angst.
Im studying my brain out, so I have to get some time off the books and for a moment or so, just... chill.

Lol studying with Nicole in the wee hours of the morning is fun. Crazy girl, that Nicole :)

Ok tution in a while, and I just got up from my 45 minute nap filled with the weirdest dreams ever, that left me feeling super confused and lost when I jerked out of bed, cos my alarm clock sounded weird too, like... it didn't sound like what it was supposed to sound like, you know?
*shrugs who knows, I probably wasn't even awake, or maybe I'm blogging in my sleep HAHA.

The pressure is getting more intense everyday when you get to know about the most miraculous people hitting the books day in day out. How the hell do they do it, seriously?

The chicken rice in boon tong kee costs 3 dollars.... and 5 cents. weird.

2007-09-03T15:08:00.000+08:00

I called Abby, hoping for some motivation cos I'm literally rotting here, trying so damn hard to hit the books, but everything bounces off.

Here is what she told me ( in short ) : " I dreamt that I got 8 points for O's but someone came up to me and asked if it was my cert and it wasn't so I went to Cambridge and ask them for my cert, I got 7 points in the end. And you got 10 points and you were damn upset about it."

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm......................? ._.

motivation motivation motivation.
i knew the comeback of my net wasn't a good thing AT ALL.
someone take my router away, pleaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaase.
JUST TAKE IT.

2007-09-02T13:12:00.000+08:00

I just got myself a new keyboard so I'm excited to type as much as possible before I have to leave for tuition in half an hour's time I suppose.

This morning was My Day Out With Daddy ( which happens once a year )

I'm most probably gonna migrate over to Lj. Planned to quite a long time ago cos Abby managed to psycho me with all the advantages of Lj.

Shit this keyboard has no spacing in between the arrow keys and the numbers and the shift button is tiny. But it's black and sexier than my old one lol.
It's raining again.

This erratic weather.

2007-08-30T21:33:00.000+08:00

My insides churn whenever I think of the next step I should take. It isn't something trivial I'm sure of it, yet, I keep on reassuring myself that delaying it would be perfectly okay. Yet I don't seem to have second thoughts about it but then again at the same time, am I doing it on impulse?
I'm glad for the support I've been getting from the close ones I've confided in, the ones who gave me reassuring smiles with concern in their eyes.

Nicole could guess it even without me mentioning. That's what happens when we get together and catch up. We shall have another sushi round soon yeh? :) And.. I WILL PROTECT YOU DONT WORRY. MEE MEE IS HERE. Ha, mee mee.

Most of my days.. ( and nights, technically ) have been spent mugging and the days just come at me so quickly I don't realise until it kicks at me with a ringing reminder / warning to know exactly what I'm doing. One week, is it enough to salvage my studies?

Okay so currently, I haven't done much fruitful stuff, save cramming, except to catch up with a few friends. Since my net has been down, I was basically making friends with my books and now I've ditched them since I got my net back * snorts.

It's nice to have some time to myself alas after a hard week and especially after today's killer english prelim paper. Bridges? I mean, coooooooooooooome on ._. Wei Rong commented that the next topic might as well be fans or ropes or something silly of that sort.

Anyway Jian, nice to start talking to you again after such a long absence. Miss talking to you, sister :)

You laid aside Your Majesty.

2007-08-28T21:35:00.000+08:00

Ok my net is fixed. now what?
My bro switched off the router and switched it on again after 5 minutes and voila, net's back.

I have weird friends
*jumps around.

2007-08-27T17:06:00.000+08:00

ALOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHA

FINALLY, I CAN TASTE THE COM AFTER EONS. I'M AT EH BEE BEE'S HOUSE NOW AND SUPPOSEDLY GONNA BE HAVING TUITION SOON BUT I OF COURSE, JUMP AT THE CHANCE OF USING THE COM, EVEN FOR ALL THE WRONG REASONS LE SIGH.

ANYWAY,
my net has been down la that's why i've been no-lifing and an inactive stagnant blogger and even my brother is surprised that I haven't blogged. But anyhoo, PRELIM STARTS IN 2 DAYS TIME HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH.

Ok ok I got to do something more important now.
ANYWAY,
( I can't go in peace without blogging about this. )

YC RETREAT :)
Thanks to all of you, especially the retreat team, good job y'all.
It was a good getaway really, and I found about fishes that shit while swimming.
Thanks for the affirmations too!

2007-08-09T22:22:00.000+08:00

lol lol i'm always late in blogging up-to-date events, but..
I LOVE YOU THREE ??? --> Amirul, Wan Fong and Nicholas.

That performance yesterday was woo, fast, really really fast. The whole thing went by so quickly I somehow wish it didn't end so soon, well at least the times we shared lol. All those times when we considered Amirul rapping to end the whole song, and the time before we went up on stage. All the encouraging hugs and all, it was nice :)

Received compliments, especially from people I hardly know.
Mr Lee said it was a good performance, and some acquaintance came up to me and complimented on our group performance. :D :D :D for the video, please refer to Amirul / Wanfong's blog.
Well, many thanks esp for Karen ( the lady who bought us drinks! )

Our last chance of making a fool of ourselves. Well we did make full use of it during the Finale, with all the jumping up and down and trying hard to catch up with the ...actions.

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Played a lil bit of netball after the celebration, more of playing Monkey with my juniors, Leon and Edward for about half an hour and after that, my muscles ached like............shit. Four months after stepping down from netball, and I'm already feeling rusty. What is this?!

I've got sensible adults talking sense into me nowadays. No, no nagging at all, just personal experiences and advices and I really realised, just how much trust my mum has in me, and how she doesn't ground me at home to study study study. I will not betray her trust no more!!!

JUST A FEW MORE MONTHS LA! COME ON PEOPLE.

Anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IAN!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEONARD!
HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY HWEE KIAT!

2007-08-07T17:41:00.000+08:00

My throat is killing me still.
Slept the day away after getting back from school at 11. Doc initially wanted to give me an MC for tomorrow, but I'M GOING TO SCHOOL TOMORROW :)

Just found out about Murphy's law when Ms Ang and Amirul were talking about it yesterday during the rehearsal.

Murphy's Original Law:: If there are two or more ways to do something, and one of those ways can result in a catastrophe, then someone will do it.
Murphy's Law or Finagle's Law of Dynamic Negatives:: Anything that can go wrong will go wrong.
Murphy's Corollaries: Left to themselves, things tend to go from bad to worse. It is impossible to make anything foolproof because fools are so ingenious.
Quantized Revision of Murphy's Law:: Everything goes wrong all at once.
Murphy's Constant:: Matter will be damaged in direct proportion to its value.
b; Smile... tomorrow will be worse.
Conclusions: If there is a possibility of several things going wrong, the one that will cause the most damage will be the first one to go wrong. Corollary: If there is a worse time for something to go wrong, it will happen then. If you perceive that there are four possible ways in which something can go wrong, and circumvent these, then a fifth way, unprepared for, will promptly develop. Anything that can't go wrong will anyway. If several things that could have gone wrong have not gone wrong, it would have been ultimately beneficial for them to have gone wrong. Nothing is as easy as it looks. If everything seems to be going well, you have obviously overlooked something. Everything takes longer than you think. Every solution breeds new problems. Nature always sides with the hidden flaw. Mother nature is a bitch.
Commentary:: Murphy was an optimist.
Addendum to Murphy's Law:: You never run out of things that can go wrong.
Law of the Perversity of Nature or Mrs. Murphy's Corollary:: You cannot successfully determine beforehand which side of the bread to butter.
Corollaries: The bread will always fall with the buttered side down. Otherwise, the butter was on the wrong side. The chance of the bread falling with the buttered side down is directly proportional to the cost of the carpet.

"Proof of Murphy's Law: Murphy's Law cannot be proven, yet is correct, as
when you try to prove Murphy's Law, you will see that the proof is
incorrect. This is obviously due to Murphy's Law, therefore Murphy's Law is
correct and proven."

got this from a website and well it's up to you to believe in it ( murphy's law ) or not, but I sure as hell do.

2007-08-06T20:22:00.000+08:00

My brain is so clogged up, with the worst things possible, ever. I'm clearly confused about anything and everything now and it's just so goddamn difficult to confide in someone without being judged. I'm a wreck I know.

Anyway those wondering what the "GUITAR" group name is, it's ????

out.

2007-08-05T08:45:00.000+08:00

okay hello, im gonna be chionging for tuition soon.
woke up at 7 today to clear up my house, having arrived home past 12 yesterday so now i feel zonked, too zonked so i'll leave out all my capital letters.

here are the pictures from beebee's and my cam from last friday when weiru gave us a good dinner treat at the village. we were supposed to go for NYJC film fest and beebee was there to meet price.

i got clearly amused.

"reserved" vs "available" tsk tsk tsk.

okay dokay. and .... JR and ALISON, my com's in my brother's room, and my washing machine's in the kitchen. i just happen to alternate between the two pretty quickly.
heh heh heh.

2007-08-01T23:31:00.000+08:00

Everything this morning/afternoon irritated the hell outta me. It was probably that pang of realisation that hit me so damn hard in the face that in just two/three months time, I'll be sitting for the exam that I regarded as long way off. Seems like I'm the one way off, not O level.

I like the idea of the school being available for late night studies, cos it's near my house anyway. well well, mug a bit more just a biiiiiit more, and before you know it, it'll be our grad night already looking pretty and hamsum and everything else.

I'm currently waiting for my washing machine to finish " doing its thing " haha, as usual. Wasn't in the right state of mind the other time when I watched the process of my stuff being washed. Got very intrigued by it, honestly. Oh weird things amuse me. Probably the fact that I'm so determined to pass my A maths mock test tomorrow amuses me too.
Just as long as I don't repeat those stupid careless mistakes like 4 x 4 = 8 oh shoot me.

I've spent most of my days interacting with people and of course, watching Heroes. Yeah I know by the time I finish watching the 1st season, season 2 will already be out. Made new friends and found out many many many more stuff about things around, about truths, sharings and all.

Ok washing machine says there's 15 more mins to go.

Hey there Delilah
I know times are getting hard
But just believe me girl
Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would
My word is good

Hey there Delilah
I've got so much left to say
If every simple song I wrote to you
Would take your breath away
I'd write it all
Even more in love with me you'd fall
We'd have it all

This one's for you xoxo.

2007-07-30T16:41:00.000+08:00

Ahhhhh * stretches *
I finally have the time to blog, but not for long though, I mean what's new, tests and all.

I somehow create problems for myself you know, like causing unnecessary rumours or just get myself misunderstood. I have no intention at all of doing that but what to do, you can't stop no one from saying what they wanna say. *shrugs

My brother is back and he told me that I was lucky enough not to be back home when he just arrived, cos if not, he would have given me a hell good trashing cos I made him clear all the nonsense in my house. Haha kor, I hope you're not reading this.

I seem to only complete everything halfway, and I just ditch this. ugh.

Anyway, The Simpsons was...... funny. I'm still stuck to the spiderpig thing. well yeah it was definitely a good way to end that long day after getting two hours of sleep the night before.

Spiderpig spiderpig.

2007-07-25T22:38:00.000+08:00

My school socks seem to be suffocating in the washing machine. I have the urge to save 'em.
Omg I gotta knock some sense into myself.

2007-07-24T17:45:00.001+08:00

"Stereotypes" for me on RHD last week. We were supposedly "invited" to attend this, and I think it's the most enjoyable activity of all although we missed the on-the-spot dancing competition cos of that but it's okay, it was worth it. So we shared about our opinions on racial stuff but it wasn't like Racial-discrimination-is-bad-so-stay-away-from-it-dont-ask-my-why-just-do-it kind of thing, since the trainer ( right in the centre with his wife at extreme right )'s first words were : I think NE is bullshit.

RCIY! Lol yeah I've graduated after 4 years of class and I get to grab the picture first before the others do cos I've got ...connections * smirks.

Anyway, to those who just got confirmed this May, post-confirmation party and collection of cert. is on 28 July 7.30 pm at RCIA room.

Prelims starts in 37 days.

P.S :Thanks Alex and Leonard, you really made my stomach burst yesterday btw.
P.P.S : PLEASE DO PASS CAN TABS TO ME IF YOU CAN, IT'S FOR A GOOD CAUSE :)

2007-07-22T00:08:00.000+08:00

Something amazing btw, Goh Wei Rong has updated her blog after eons.

Okok I've been havin' fun these past few days and it's TIME to SETTLE DOWN and hit the books haha hit the books. Chem especially gah, and for chem I'm sacrificing Heroes tomorrow yes I know I'm really slow cos I'm just starting to watch Heroes now.

Been to parties, namely Darrence's one yesterday. He's been wearing that tie everywhere he goes and well, the BUs are... a madly fun bunch of people. Oh and before that, caught Harry Potter with half of the Usuals at The Cathay and I didn't really enjoy the show somehow, even though I didn't read the book and didn't know until the end that a lot of good scenes were cut off, the show wasn't as good as what I expected and Nicole discovered that the Weasleys and Hermione love to wear striped stuff. Cho Chang is . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

My neighbour's insane. It's 12 midnight now and they're still blasting some rock music. They're insane mainly because they abused their maid, pulled out her hair, whacked her and stuff and they sent her back to the agency. The Indian lady did it ( no offence intended ) and the husband didn't give a hoot about it, he was more interested in the TV.
Sigh while on that topic, my maid of 10 years ( back in Indo ) has gone back to her village to get married :( She's actually the reason why I go back to my hometown for ( other than the super duper yummy stuff mmmmmmm you can ask Gary about it ), she's like a sister I never had heh heh heh.

Had prayer meeting just now. I feel really comfortable with the YC-ers and there's this homey feeling to it all. What is it to live your life.. in an extraordinary way? It could be anything. Heard of the news about this dad who joined the Pan Pacific Race along with his son who has severe autism? Or the guy who dropped out in school at 11 but managed to graduate as the top student in NAP? It could be anything small, really.
Well Andrew, thanks a lot for your understanding and prayer, really helped me a lot :) Thanks for all the concern too from all, and MERVYN YOU BETTER SHUDDDDDDDDUP.

Alrighty, probably off to sleep now.
Ultimate mugging day tomorrow!

And btw I think I'm getting too old. I feel so worn out easily like now, I could just drop dead on my bed but nop, gotta get some stuff done first.

2007-07-18T20:47:00.000+08:00

Lol physics test today was retarded honestly.
Anyway, something cropped up with my computer again, just the screen, it says Video Cable something something so the whole modem's working except for the screen.
So I've migrated to my bro's room and so did my keyboard :)

Why push someone over the limit when you haven't even tried being in their shoes for even a second? Don't do this to him anymore please. Remember, I still love you ;D

I can't wait for the weekends to come actually.

2007-07-17T17:38:00.000+08:00

*drums fingers
hmm, should I tell Nicholas or should I not. Now everyone knows that the love letter's fake... everyone except him.
This is how it went :

Nicholas happy birthday!
heylow, happy sixteenth bdae nicholas. my fwen told me its yur bdae today, burt i cannot tell yu hu. anyway i dun tink yu noe hu i m, tat tyme i say hi to yu, yu neva hear me, i quite sad lorhs. im de one hu always watch yu play basketball with the ncc guys i tink, next tyme must notice me kays?

luv, :)

( * supposedly to look like it's written by a sec 1/2 girl i didn't have the time to write all the xXzZ sS and double letters dammit )

Everyone whom I showed it to knew that I was the author cos it was obvious it's my handwriting, but Nicholas, after being my chemistry lab partner for one a half year.. didn't seem to realise that, so I had to pass the message around BU to tell them that the letter.was.a.fraud. Lol my conspiration mission with Abby actually worked out.

This whole week is packed beyond packed ugh.

2007-07-15T22:57:00.000+08:00

I wish every Sunday could be like this. Good company, good shows, good food, good talk. Thanks YCers, esp Merv, Leonard, Pete and Sharon.

Didn't get anything fruitful nor productive done. Missed two tuitions and I agree with Mervyn, they're eating me up.

Well, I received my first compliment from a considerably good friend of mine for the first time in these two years I've got to know him ( after countless number of insults yes ). Thanks for talking to me about it , dood, I appreciate it, really :) Good luck anyway, when you need someone to talk to just call me I promise I wouldn't be that busy and try to help you out even though I get things way slower than ... normal people.

Gotta get lots of things done in these few days, and of course dreading it like hell, what's new? :@

Abby thank you for letting me stayover at your house :)

2007-07-14T11:27:00.000+08:00

two weeks before and after.
SHANNY I'LL SEE YOU BACK HERE IN 5 MONTHS TIME AND HOPEFULLY THE KOREAN BOY WILL BE BACK TOO !

:D

2007-07-13T23:30:00.000+08:00

Voila voila voila! English Prelim oral's tomorrow!
Waiting for laundry laundry laundry to be done done done, my eyes are hardly open.

These few days have been... hazy for me.
Things get muddled up here and there, priorities got ignored a little bit, responsibilities got chucked aside temporarily.

Ming tian hui geng hao!
Well David turned 17 yesterday WOO. Celebrated it today currently waiting for Ms Marissa to send me the pictures.

Nicholas Chua Ru Yun ( my chem partner ) is gonna defy some law of the activation energy of exothermic reaction and come up with the CHUA'S LAW and he's gonna make it big one day. It's okay Nicholas, no harm dreaming ;D

And our dear sports rep today presented to the class ( in C.E lesson ).... on how he got approached by a guy asking for his help...to pierce his nipple OMG.

2007-07-12T00:10:00.001+08:00

The visualisation on Windows media player...is...hypnotising..me to sleep.

2007-07-10T22:49:00.000+08:00

The little ones of today's society are bloody atrocious.
Thank God we weren't like that 3 years back. We were younger and more ignorant but far more sane and didn't try too hard to stand out to be THE ONES.
"Go play masak masak lah okay." - Abby.

( I knw I ought to stop yakking about it but it gets on my nerves lah. I mean, JUST LOOK AT THEM, holy shit )

Currently I'm going through this phase in life whereby everything seems to be on slow-mo and so draggy ( mainly from 7-4 on weekdays ) but seems to fast-forward after that.. bugger.

I should actually get going to iron my school U.

Are you fiction or fact?

2007-07-09T21:01:00.000+08:00

I changed my skin back to my old one and edited a lil here and there, cos the other one somehow lags up people com, is it the skin or not ah whatever I've changed it so if there's anymore problem, I gotta look up HTML experts cos I can't remember a single thing about it.

I'm currently having no life now, and these days I get so irritable I get irritated with myself getting irritated. Tell me tell me tell me, is there a cure for that? No I don't think it's PMS. It's just that probably, my brain's too hogged up with unnecessary stuff.

Studied a little for my SS test tomorrow so I guess this's gonna be quite a long post eh.

Youth Rally on Saturday.

First Catholic rally held in Singapore I heard, and it was good, just a lil draggy, and I got embarrassed zzz. The camera was facing my direction and I didn't have a clue, so I walked down the steps to pick up my bottle and it was shown on the big screen. I just made myself (in)famous :D and I got to knw the YC people better. Nice bunch of people, serious. ( considering that I'm like the xiao mei mei heh heh )

Once again I'm all alone at home and mum left me goodbye gifts - two unwashed bowls heh heh heh.

Impact of ageing pop.
1. Health care.
2. Labour force!

Normal is in the eyes of the beholder

2007-07-04T19:59:00.000+08:00

Chinese O lvl oral's tomorrow. I'm supposed to be facing the mirror and read aloud to my reflection. And if that isn't crazy enough, I'm addicted to PS2 now, just when everyone is going gaga over Wii.

I know I'm super laggy.

I feel so happy today because I pwned Tsz pui in the NBA game on Kenneth's com.
And a puppy violated me. o.o

Anyway, I'm off to looking silly.

This statement is false.

2007-07-01T23:39:00.000+08:00

Nathan Hartono. This Indonesian guy who won Teenage Idol singing competition or something. He's just 15 leh gosh. He's the guy who looks like Winston in one of his pictures in 8 days magazine.
Good job, Nathan, you make us (Indos) proud. heh heh heh.

It had been an exciting day.
* hops around.

Okay tuition first but nevermind about that then I tagged along to Velocity at Novena to..

watch Vivien and Mervyn shave all their hair off for the Children Cancer Association or something like that.

SHE got guts.

We wanted her to just leave her hair like that.

The new nun in town.

Some random guy. Look at the barber having that cheeky look.

Mervyn's turn!

Before!

After! I think this picture is so cute.

I knw I have no guts to shave all my hair off.
I salute the both of you, man :)

Then then!
Mervyn spent some time trying to explain to me about my future plans like Jc, Poly, overseas studies and stuff like that. I think he thinks better when he has no hair on his head.

Anyway,
SHANTI IS BACK BACK BACK.
Her family, zhang, jeffrey, keith, nikki, clarrise, wanfong, weirong and me went to pick her up. We help up a piece of paper with Shan's name on it hah. Well I miss her a lot and so does everyone. Good to have her back really :D

HAPPY YOUTH DAY TO ALL. EXCEPT THOSE IN POLY. HWAHWAHWA.

Humpty Dumpty was pushed.

2007-06-29T20:49:00.000+08:00

Hi-ho.
One week of lesson has come and gone, and another week of lesson will start and soon it'll be over, and THE CYCLE JUST NEVER ENDS. Someone just told me that prelim starts in 6 weeks. Must be Wei Rong. She used to remind me everyday of the number of remaining days to O level. Come to think of it, it isn't a long way off.

Don't stress la, mee.
It's not that easy you know :( I need to take a chill pill!

Stayed up till 3 this morning to finish up my C.E presentation and it turned out, the file couldn't even be opened so it has gone to waste but okay la actually, cos I got to know stupid facts heehawheehawheehaw. I need my chill pill NOW.

1.The world's youngest parents were 8 and 9 and lived in China in 1910.
And to my horror, Jie Rong revealed in his presentation today that the youngest mother is actually about 5/6 years old was it? And dude, the picture in your slideshow WASN'T VERY DECENT. Cause of her pregnancy..is still unknown. And the kid didn't know that she was his mom until he was 10. I bet you he would have been so shocked his hair stood and dropped off.

2.In Alaska, it is legal to shoot bears. However, waking a sleeping bear for the purpose of taking a photograph is prohibited.

3.American Airlines saved $40,000 in 1987 by eliminating one olive from each salad served in first-class.

4. If barbie was of real life size, this is what her portions would be-
Height: 7ft 2 inches (average woman: 5ft 4in)
Neck: Twice the size of a normal human female which would make it very unable to support the weight of her head.
Boobs: 39 inches (or approximately an FF cup: average woman 36B)
Waist: 18 inches (which is only possible if you remove 2 ribs and carry both kidneys around in a bag)

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Woo, love the wind.

She didn't end up puking, I did :@

Futile attempt at emo-hair.

Penang?

Penang version of Vivo.

Penang still.

I couldn't believe this is in a ship.

I really like the way they fake the window + scenery.
...

I've gotten an advice from a website.
When bored, befriend trees.

2007-06-27T16:29:00.000+08:00

This morning I was VERY VERY determined to get my ass straight back home after school and at least try to get something fruitful done.
I know, if I have managed to do that I would have boasted about it heh heh heh.

It was only yesternight that I felt the long due stress gagging me.
Everything about me is very laggy zzz so I'd have to add oil ( jia you, you know? ) and start working my ass off day and night day and night like a certain someone who freaked out big time because she had a B for one of her Emaths mock paper and yada yada yada yada.

So talking about studies, very unexpected people have started on their revision so it's time to hit that panic button,people.

It's quite scary to find out how someone can be so into themselves. O.O like really really really really into themselves. 16,000 friends? tsk.
ANYWAY, SCHOOL HAS STARTED.
And the lessons seem soooo draggy.

Pizza-ed with the girls yesterday.

It's been a long time since we laughed and talked and lunched together.
Funny how it's funny to talk to Jo about how funny Jo is.

Anyway, Eh bee bee is too lazy to upload the pictures from the cruise trip so I shall upload some from my camera.

Bah I'm equally lazy :(
I was fascinated by this photoshop skill Abby taught me ytd.

I'm talking to Shanti online and she can log into her MSN when her internet's down.

Suicide is the latest fashion. Lying is your favourite passion. says:
and my house is sooooo disgustingg
Suicide is the latest fashion. Lying is your favourite passion. says:
i dont want it
Suicide is the latest fashion. Lying is your favourite passion. says:
i havent done laundry for a month!
Suicide is the latest fashion. Lying is your favourite passion. says:
3 cheers for me!

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Anyone who thinks that I'm very bad at handling housechores when mum's away, take a look at Shanti! HAHA! She'll be back soon, oh ho ho I can't wait :)

2007-06-24T22:46:00.000+08:00

There's Something In The Water - Click here for funny video clips

Now this is what I like.

It's another day again?

2007-06-24T15:41:00.000+08:00

Wan fong didn't sleep for the whole of last night because she didn't want to waste the last day of holiday sleeping. O.o

I hope Jasmine doesn't think that school reopens a week later ( like what she did last year HAHAAAA! ) I feel so stoned.

AND!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY NICOLE! :D ( AND ZACK! )

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Remember 2226, remember Bali, remember Bintan, remember China, remember Scotland, remember IN :)

2007-06-21T10:20:00.000+08:00

Im currently bored and too lazy to walk over to my phone to reply sms, so I will stay stuck to the chair and blog.

first off, HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRLFRIEND ( WANFONG! )

I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE I LOVE YOU!

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Anyway, I can't find my whole chem file. I've been searching it for it the whole holiday and i still can't find it. If anyone happens to know where it is ( somehow ), PLEASE TELL ME T.T

Hoho star navigator

2007-06-20T21:52:00.000+08:00

Kickass trip ;D
Many thanks to abby & family!

Lifeboats *.*

2007-06-17T10:02:00.000+08:00

SHEEP + NICOLE : I WILL BE BACK FOR YOUR PARTY AND YOU'LL LIKE THE STUFF YOU'LL GET :D

So after all I still have time to blog. Woke up at 7 today to pack my stuff. Not done with packing yet but still procrastinating. I wanna go snorkeling but beebee doesn't seem so keen on it. I bet she wants to go on the trishaw ride. tsk.

Eh jian, you better get well soon and start mugging. Eat more dont lose a further 4 kg in 3 days, and drink more water , yeh the usual stuff you tell me when im sick. See you sister.

pstt, btw it's a week until school reopens :@

And when I say!

2007-06-16T22:39:00.001+08:00

"You enjoying life know?"

Yeh I know manz. Today was a blast though the irregular downpour dampened our moods a little but honestly, i've never seen adults being so damn on.

Today was the Amazing race -- Holy Family Church style.
We had to solve a maths puzzle early in the morning at 9 o'clock, broke the rule of taking private transport UNINTENTIONALLY, made our group leader swim, and when we got a clue in malay, my translation of bahasa to english ah... cannot make it. Then from NLB, we went on to Marina Bay and THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I REALLY FLEW A KITE and boy, it's damn fun. go give it a try ( im not asking you to goflykite im just kidding ) Then from there we had to travel to er, chinatown, was it. and we looked so silly walking around with a bottle of green tea and street directory. ( "bloody tourists " ) Then we went on to NUS and then on to vivo city and last to MPCC.

I tell you. We are so tired.
Mervyn Debi Andrew and I couldn't walk after that. We're called MAID btw. Go figure. But WE CAME IN THIRD SURPRISINGLY. Debi you're right, we got vouchers! O.O So all in all, we travelled for 12 hours and ran hell lots, lost all our pride and ego.

And the best thing is that I ran into Abby in the midst of the crowd in Outram Park MRT. That girl squealed. lol. AND DEBI THOUGHT SHE WAS MY AUNT. I think it's so damn funny.

ANYWAY, IM GONNA BE SEEING HER TMR FOR OUR CRUISE TRIP.
Amirul reminded me to wear our lifejackets >.>

I LOVE YOU ALL.
Gosh Im off to sleep. I HAVENT PACKED. IM SO HAPPY EXCITED HAPPY EXCITED HAPPY EXCITED HAPPY EXCITED.
G'nite y'all <3>

P.S : The ball of my mouse cant really work so Im too lazy to stay online.

Our 13th on the 13th.

2007-06-13T12:41:00.000+08:00

Last night, I dreamt that after some calculation, there were only 7 days left to prelims from now. I think I studied in my sleep, cos I woke up lethargic but not any smarter.

2007-06-12T12:45:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, I let my temper swallow me whole. I know temper is bad bad bad bad, and compromising is good good good, but it isn't easy whatz.

I'm in the midst of throwing my room away. So many things to clear, so much junk, so little space. The state of my room now is so horrendous I don't even wanna turn around and look at it, much less to take a picture of it. I found 5 maths notebook with 5 pages used up for each. I want to tear down my room and build up a new one, empty (plus the com ). Jian said that it's easier said than done, so I followed Winston's failproof method --- " Now close your eyes and imagine."
He says it to me all the time >.>

Anyway, speaking of the duo, there's a real cute video up on their blog ( the baby ally one )
Oh. And take a look at this,

That's Winston getting pwned by all the kids.

I pray that something picks me up.

2007-06-08T18:59:00.000+08:00

Today was the end of truncated like finally, but somehow, it feels the same. It probable hasn't sunk in yet, as usual. I'll probably realise that holiday has started only when school is already going to reopen. Come on, two more weeks and we're back. zzz.

I prefer cations to anions. I don't know why.

Some things.. I really want to talk about it, but if expressed wrongly, it may somehow sound offensive, maybe to no one in particular but as a whole, you know what I mean. *does the weird noise Abby does very very often* btw shopping with her is silly but fun @.@

It was either ticklish or heavy..or both.

We were all worried that we'll fly off.

2007-06-05T20:52:00.000+08:00

To a certain.. person.
If you happen by chance or by whatever reason, chance upon this blog, I'm telling you, just go faaaaaaaaaar far away as you can. You've crossed the limit, and I'd love to tell you right in the face that actually NO, I DONT EVEN WANT TO EVEN GET TO KNOW YOU AT ALL. But I can't cos it will make things far complicated. I believe you're old enough to understand and to get the damn hints. I don't think it can be considered as hints anymore. Stop dragging him into the picture and make it sound like you're victimised. If it weren't for them, you wouldn't even need to be confused of the situation now, cos I'll just get down right to it and tell.you.in.your.damn.face.
Oh and those excuses that you use... they're far worse than mine.
Hate is a strong word.

ON A HAPPIER NOTE RIGHT,
I'm going on a holiday after truncated. Along with my Ahma, uncle, and Abby's family! It was meant to be two families' outing but there wasn't enough space, so my parents didn't want my ahma to feel discomfort of cramming into one cabin, so I guess they'll go later.

And we've promised her mum that we're gonna be wearing our lifevests 24/7 just in case we fall overboard.

Went to CGH today to visit a friend with infected hand / palm / arms. She's still so alive and cute even when she's hospitalised, man. And I accidentally shoved her glucose thing T.T It happened to Nicholas Chua once when he was hospitalised cos of the stonefish thing zzz. Well, get well soon! :)

Speaking of the visit to the hospital today, the granny occupying the bed opposite her was hospitalised because her daughter pushed her down the staircase. And it isn't even the first time. The police came to investigate because someone somehow alarmed them about the daughter's misdeeds, and yet the granny kept on protecting her daughter, defending her. Heart pain ah heart pain.

Whatever happened to..

Winston is trying to stop me from blogging out his embarrasing deed by upgrading me to ' His Goddess ' but IM STILL GONNA TYPE IT OUT ANYWAY. He doesn't know how to differenciate 4 Pi r^2. I think I have hopes of getting a distinction for my A maths?

2007-06-03T20:36:00.000+08:00

THANK YOU WAN FONG :D

Time stands still.

2007-06-03T12:11:00.001+08:00

The appearances of Crop circles are mysterious phenomenons.

O.O!

Caught Shrek3 with Jo Shearen and Rachel on Vesak day.

Don't ask!

She swept all the crumbs into my bag grr.

"This morning I read an article that said that watching TV can lead to attention deficit disorder. It also said that watching TV can lead to attention deficit disorder."

2007-06-01T16:50:00.000+08:00

I don't know why but this morning I was dreading the whole of today so much. But phew, I got over truncated and got over TKH'S comments. He said I'm a bright girl can you believe it. I tio stunned for about 5 seconds until he said the big bad word "BUT". He said that I'm lazy.

I procrastinate and maybe I should stop. Rachel asked me yesterday what were my resolutions on my 17th birthday and I just realised that I forgot to make resolutions not that I always stick to it but it's better than nothing OMG I'm so lazy I should bang my head against the wall and start slitting my wrist with blunt rulers.
If i ever get over my laziness, that is.
I'm just kidding btw o.O

Oh and.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUSTIN BOON! :D

Winnie's homesick. He misses the food here tsk and he PROMISED me that he'll drive me around when he gets back or if I get the chance to go there. Oooooooooooooh, car * drools *

2007-05-31T10:26:00.000+08:00

The book Kenneth gave me as my bday gift teaches me how to cross the Niagra Falls on a tightrope. Thank goodness I don't know where that is.

Damn I missed the Miss Universe show on Tuesday. I think Miss Japan is pretty (even though she almost dropped her crown.) Here's the link, I don't think I should put the pictures of them up on this blog cos your parents might think it's too much of an explicit content for you. Well, I don't know. It can happen what.

Pictures from my birthday, well not all.

2007-05-30T22:28:00.001+08:00

Ten bucks bet on whether Miko will fall asleep at least once during this truncated. Come to think of it, Jie Rong, we should have placed a higher bid, and we can go give ourselves a nice treat at that Ninja restaurant. Whatever happens, hope you're okay Milooooooooooooooooo :)

Just done with editing of this skin. Forgot about the tagboard, so added the comment part.

I feel so weird around you. In fact, I don't even WANT to be anywhere near you.Sorry if it sounds crude, but You Freak Me Out. And I'm sorry, I don't like enigmatic people to say the least ( don't worry Ni, you're not enigmatic lol ).
That's why you see me rolling my eyes at you as much as I don't like to.

Okay, ON A HAPPIER NOTE,
.

2007-05-27T14:52:00.001+08:00

2007-05-27T11:25:00.000+08:00

I had an awesome 17th birthday yesterday, and I don't know what else to say except..

THANK YOU,
THANK YOU,
AND THANK YOU :D

I will be back!

2007-05-22T22:11:00.000+08:00

Hmm suddenly, I'm starting to feel scared of the change in you. No joke.

Thanks to Jian and Abby today.

Ayeeeeee, chinese again tmr.
sianjipua.

2007-05-21T23:39:00.001+08:00

Confirmation was yesterday!
Holy spirit, fill the hearts of the faithful.

All 79 candidates who got confirmed.

( Pictures from Sophia's blog! )
Congrats to Sophia, Michele Lu and Michelle Aw.

2007-05-18T21:12:00.000+08:00

En bloc talks are ... pointless.
They talk about replacement, but the cost and all just doesn't sum up.

I wonder, if I ever get into the accountancy / management business when I grow up, I'm quite doubtful of my survival in any job that consists of handling cash efficiently. I rather be a taitai. There you go, my aspiration :D

Okay, pictures I owe!

Npy and me catching Offcentre.

Lol it was so funny cos we practically sprinted in Esplanade and people actually laughed at us.

"Work in progress"

And this was when part of the clique went to Vj choir concert at Esplanade.

I just love all her expressions.

Abby and her spontaneous shots

Weiru's candy floss. Weiru's green apple candy floss.

Weiru's green apple candy floss and Donna.

They.. insisted on the lift?

Eh bee bee mwakxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxxzxzxz

China doll alert.

Queue for cab was horrendous.

Okay kay kay! All these for the time being. Geog tmr first thing in the morning zzz.

2007-05-14T18:01:00.000+08:00

Haiya, kns jiu dui le.

Tag replies after eons.

from oldest. ( omg this has been since April Fool's day when Winston fell for my prank tsk )
Winston : you were saying something about me being gullible? :)
Weiru : Eh eh eh eh eh eh eh eh, yeah. We stopped doing whatever we were doing when you sang lol.
Alison : My most glam friend of 6 years, Jo. She laughs like..hell.
Kenneth : -.-
2.15.15.14 : I cannot be MOE anymore. I.Have.Common.Sense.
Bro : I am not interested in rubics la!
Jay-R : dearest wife your head la, you better start on the log book again HAHA
Althea : lol yes, I was late, about one hour late.
LMN : siapa ni?
Him : I still don't understand why you have to apologise -.-
Sheep : It's AI, not EEEEEEE. I think I'll hv to correct Mrs Ng again.
Jina : Oh! that akiyo dunno what Jap song right.
Abby : Oh you bored shit.
Jina : So you obviously think you're funny.
Jay-R : Yeah yeah. you whack me some more it'll be worse off than just complaining.
Weiru : OH NO MUST EDIT THE SCRIPT AGAIN.
Jina : You don't eat people up, but you bit my pen like siao.
Winston : Yeah man, Jian, you gay ass.
Jina : what secrets? ( that you're a purple dinasour ? )
Abby : As if appearing offline is better than being offline. Geog T.T
Bro : Imai, your head la. Gimme some time for that mail, man.
Jasmine(4d) : Hais those netball days :D
Cherie : Oh the rabbit pictures? You still want it? xD
Althea : What's crossing my path.. haha those black cats.
Shanny : YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY.
Justin : Yeh. lol next time, stock up on coffee.
Him : Yeah, that's what I told you. -.- Oh the one before the choir performance!
Atiqah : I still owe you the beebee!
Kenneth : ya la Kenneth, dont know your alphabet well hai.
Jina : I had to be your middleman, you ass.
Bro : I dont even have her contact -.-
Jina : next post = this post.
Jo : mmmmmmmmm, I believe.
Sheep! : you got the pictures in the phone already right hehe.
Winston : yeah we have gang. not happy ah.
Jay-R : Im nt used to it when my vice chair is absent.
Atiqah : lol i cant believe I havent replied tags from before MYE.
Weiru : YAAAAAAAAAAAY.
Jina : you and your weird warm ups.
Nicole : Why.You.Type.Like.That.NPY :D
Weiru : lol its not cute when your dad insists that your bday is one month earlier.
Kenneth : lol your net cant be worse than mine.
Winston : *glares*
Kenneth : funny - the global warming thing? o.o
Rai : Ah, the true side of you hmm.
Navin : Hello Naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaavin.
Jasmine (4d) : Sorry couldnt help it! My yin yong wen ...failed.
Justin : Good imagination there, cow.
Huiming : Im not exactly a very fast person. HA dont tell you :D
Alison : Well I went to the library to chill not mug heh.
Jay-R : So you think you smart la, make the same mistake as me.
Kenneth : something like that la, ah stupid question.
Winston : no la im not jia lat, just... a mistake. no im not a mistake, as in yeah i made that stupid mistake.
Alison : it doesnt matter whether he can spell or not cos the baby is so darn cute :D
Winston : brokened.
Sheep : Bu yao wen wo, wo bu zhi dao.
Kenneth : yeh im back, but feeling damn lazy to blog at times.
Bokie : Hello! long time no see~
Alison : I just changed the background actually. It makes people dizzy, doesn't it? mwaha.

2007-05-13T11:54:00.000+08:00

Hallelujah.

That wasn't supposed to be a 'hiatus period' at all. Okay it was but I didn't intend it to be, but it doesn't matter what I mean because... It.Is.Finally.Alive. And why does blogger have this underline thingies for misspelled words. Is it some new thing that popped up in this one week? I feel like a computer noob all over again.

Stayed up till 3 last night / this morning watching my brother's friend fix this *#$&$^@#$(#& computer that gives me a whoooooooole lot of problems. I feel like eating it up if I could.

Gosh, is it a bit too late to say that exams are over?

Anyway, pardon Ahbee bee for her grammer mistake in the previous post. Thanks for letting me invade your com btw! :D serious, go watch those videos.

I've wasted the marking day and the weekends :(
And I currently feel like I have no life.

Of course, today's a memorable day, yes (and my dearest Abygail remembered it :) )
Happy one year, loooooooooooooove.
You American dude with the accent ;p

2007-05-07T22:54:00.000+08:00

Okay.
So Imee mee has been missing for sometime. Well, no she haven't been studying - don't think too highly of her I'm serious. She's been busy laughing her ass off at Youtube vids that she surfed at her fellow curly's house because her com has brokened down (David: 'again.').

Gratitudes to Abygail Tan Li Shan for posting the above para to fill her stagnated blog site! (:

Now, she wanted me to post the ~~fucking~~(I don't think she'll like it) funny vids we surfed together of babies.

But because Blogger is screwed up and I can't embed the codes, I'll give the links.

Top 3 laughing babies. Check the 2nd one out. I so idolise him.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=x3Rw_3ky-uo

And Miko shared us this vid between the Physics papers today.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=_zD1LbU9gGw

Check them out. They're reall funny. :D

Okay, I'll be charging her one word 3 cents.

2007-05-04T21:25:00.000+08:00

finally, a sigh of relief.
no la, mid-years not over yet, just well, being able to take a breather, take a deep breath before you plunge into that cramming mood agn feels pretty ~~rewarding~~ good.

whoever told me that mid-years in sec 4 were meant to kill us, you didn't tell me you were really serious about that. your fault.
(*** ****'s fault to make our ( Sheep! and me ) IQ drop drastically haha.)
name undisclosed because the assumption above is actually just another one of our lets-push-the-blame-somewhere-else.

we had IQ of 100+ yesterday, and yesterday only.
today, was crap :(

pictures after a long time of absence from blogging.

flocked to to the library to day with miss goh ( weirong ) and oh boy, it was the funniest library trip i've ever had. and well, careful of your stuff in the library, cos recently, there have been thefts of.. schoolbags.

94% of those who killed themselves did it by consuming poison.

A meditation book that got me laughing. ( the words there are 'nothing happens' btw )

lol, Alison, this's for you ^^

my head's too stuffed with info.

2007-04-30T16:11:00.000+08:00

I can't believe I'm still alive after the geog paper.

Imee + no sleep = no good.

Imee + no sleep = sleep during chinese compo.

Imee + no sleep = I need to sleep now.

Okay, maybe a lil while more. Chatting online with my one and only now.

Freeze your ass off tsk!

2007-04-30T05:11:00.000+08:00

It's 5 :15 now and I'm taking a short break from ~~studying~~ cramming.

It's true about what they say.
" MYE is there to make you realise how unprepared you are for O lvl and hopefully you'll wake up after seeing your horrendous result for MYE"

Factors affecting population distribution :
1. Climate
2. Soil
3. Accessibility
4. Mineral resources
5. Relief.

A good example is the case study of Peninsula Malaysia.
The West coast if more desnely populated than East coast.
As I'm typing these, my eyes are closing.

I'm desperately trying to keep myself awake to get a wake up call. mm.

2007-04-29T00:01:00.000+08:00

There have been cases where the parents run over their babies while trying to pulling out of the driveway. They felt a light bump and dismissed it as a piece of wood or branch until they see their little ones covered in blood infront of their car :(

2007-04-26T20:51:00.000+08:00

I didn't mean to be on a hiatus, just probably unknowingly not blog, if you know what I mean.

My dad insisted that today's my birthday, and I stared at him like this --> O.o

2007-04-23T19:29:00.000+08:00

Retrospective fun. says:
........................
Retrospective fun. says:
I DIDNT KNOW TOO
Retrospective fun. says:
IF ONLY I DID
Retrospective fun. says:
I WOULD HAVE PROTECTED YOU
Retrospective fun. says:
T-T

See, that's so sweet of her. We're approaching our 15th anniversary soon ;D
She felt very violated when a group of kids touched her.
Oh kids, I can't believe people like you do those things.

2007-04-22T13:14:00.000+08:00

Scientists have invented robots that imitate cockroaches.

TAG REPLIES TAG REPLIES TAG REPLIES!
( next post ;D )

Now I'm back to no-lifing.

2007-04-21T22:32:00.000+08:00

Singapore has implemented the Deep Tunnel Sewerage System that involves the use of.. deep tunnels! so now all the shat goes into the deep sea. The next time you go swimming out in the sea, that may not be tan after all.

Today has been a long day. Today's jokes were the funniest ones though.
What do you get when you cross bambi and a ghost? ( If interested for answer, ask ABBY! )

I am not prepared for the exam o.o

The other time I managed to go out with The Curlies for dinner and I like their company with the occasional sarcasm and silly comments made by goatee man, and Jie Rong actually laughing at his jokes while Abby and me look on in disbelief.

If Abby and me were to stand in the middle, it would have been like a block mountain and rift valley kind of thing.

And sometime ago, I went for a studying session with my BFF, NPY -- Nicole. It went pretty smooth I guess and I felt really happy after spending the night with her after so long. We actually did crazy stuff outside Popular but it's all in the name of fun, and friendship :D

Not forgetting, my classmates. Oh my, people like Kai Liang who spits out his food. People like Leon who is a wet monster ( the one with the transparent shirt and bag! ), Atiqah who laughs at my jokes!, Lin Long who started the trend of the barefoot thing in class, Eugene ( url ) who pranked me using his phone and ended up owing me 9 bubble tea treats, and people like Daryl Manoo who is noisy on the outside but in fact, I see the nice side of him during CHOICES.

The usuals. The recess times and the whole laughing at Jo cos she's slow thing, and Donna baking a cupcake with my name on it! ( thanks, dear ), David and his teh-o-bing, Jasmine with her extra chilli, and all the hilarious english classes.

and of course, last but not least, JIAN! You're the best sister I ever had, J A!

Thank you for calling :)

2007-04-18T22:15:00.000+08:00

First and foremost,

VJ CHOIR CONCERT

( Symphony of Voices )

Date : 15 May 2007, Tuesday

Location : Esplanade!

Time : 7.30

Cost : $21/-

And uh, I have been requested to say that you'll be able to see a 'shuai ge' on the stage. *coughs coughs*

SO! If you want the ticket, COME TO ME ASAP hopefully by this week? So I can help get it for you, but no guarantee though.
( Jian, don't say I nv help you ah! )

2007-04-16T19:32:00.000+08:00

Okay okay okay. I tried to create a xanga account and find skin for it, and it pissed me off real bad I think I'm gonna quit trying.

Feel like an introvert nowadays. I hope it's just a passing phase with the coming of mid-year and all. For personal reasons, it matters a lot to me. It determines a lot of things, actually. Scary ah, to find out that I'm lagging behind in a lot of stuff. Sec 3 topics seem so foreign to me, and sec four topics are somewhat unfamiliar. Oh gawd, am I turning into a g33k? O.o

Now now how the hell did I spend the whole of last year? Oh boy, it was fun.
How time flies don't you think~

Not long ago,

I was still laughing over this,

We finished off East Zone with them,

I spent my Valentines' with my girlfriend,

They have barely built anything yet,

I had my sweet sixteenth dinner,

I bothered,

I received my first flowers,

I met and got to love them,

I had sleepovers that rocked,

I had the best time of my life with my best friend,

I held,

We "made" a wallet for Tsz Pui,

We had our barbecues ;D ,

I told him things I never thought I would ever,

I got to know this awesome class,

We were laughing at Jo's " break the chair" movement,

We had time with each other,

We were still having dinner together occasionally,

We were screaming our asses off during the Chubing ride,

They came over to cook Spaghetti for me,

I could still see her.

Well, not long ago.

2007-04-15T13:12:00.000+08:00

Something taken out of Reader's digest.

' A drunk guy slides up to a man who is looking under the bonnet of his car.
"What's the matter, mate?" he asks.
"Piston broke," says the driver.
"Yeah?" replies the drunk, wandering off.
"Me too." '

And this, is one of the best April Fool's Day pranks in history.

DEFYING GRAVITY
In 1976, British astronomer Patrick Moore announced on radio once-in-alifetime astronomical event that would momentraily lessen the earth's gravity. Hundreds of listeners jumped into the air at precisely 9.47 am, the time specified by Moore. One woman insisted she and 11 of her friends had floated around the room.

2007-04-14T22:39:00.000+08:00

2007-04-13T19:47:00.000+08:00

Not one, but two.
It's a wonder that you're the ones I feel disappointed with.
Well if you don't give a hoot about that, now that's what I'm talking about.

Happy eleventh.
On this day, a few months back.

2007-04-11T23:32:00.000+08:00

Dear brother,

Thanks so much for your email. I appreciate you and don't hate / blame you the slightest bit for it, and I fully understand the need to explain to me things. Yes you may not be very good with words ( the gene runs in the family don't you think heh ) but what you needed to convey, you did it perfectly well in the mail, and not only that, you wrote it with such sensitivity and maturity. I think you're an awesome brother, one of a kind who can make me feel so embarassed yet very touched at the same time till I shed tears. I understand where you're driving at, but believe me, I have contemplated about it and all, really I did. At first, I wanted it on impulse, too deluded by the things people say about all the fun and all. Delusion turned to wishful thinking and wishful thinking turned to realization. I realised, it's the same everywhere you go. I'm really proud of you, you know, for being overseas alone yet so disciplined and independent. I wouldn't be able to do that.
I shouldn't think just for myself. Yeah, you're right. But the reason as to why I initially had wanted it so badly was because I wanted to get away, get away from the things I mentioned to you at the pool that day. I have a very low tolerance level, you know that, and I know they know what's best, but their approaches are sometimes barely tolerable. Harsh, too harsh for my liking, and there you go, I flared up. What happens next isn't very pretty. When I flare up, I become even more stubborn which in turn make me even more determined and rebellious.
I'm sorry for comparing you to me, all the talk about why you're able to go and why I'm not. I can't believe I said those things.
Yeah, I'm taking it :) So now, overseas or not, it's up to them, I mean, if I do actually have the chance, I'd take it, but if things don't go too smooth, I won't force it.
You probably have no idea how much that mail affected me. It's realy heartening to know that though you're so far away, you still care about how I feel and yet people who are near me are pretty oblivious and nonchalant about it. Thank you for that promise. Thank you so much brother.
I promise you, I will study hard.

Love, always your little sister :D

2007-04-10T21:31:00.000+08:00

Today,
1. I got a shock cos Amirul spasmed while singing songs by The Killers.
2. Two teachers walked out on us.
3. I realised I need anger management.
4. I actually found English lesson entertaining.

and, I ROFLED ( literally ) during training today along with Wanfong. Haven't done that in a long while and it felt really good though it was at the expense of Rui Wen's nasi lemak but the fact that she prioritizes her food before herself made it even funnier.

Then Eugene waited for training to end cos he still owes me 7 bubble tea ( for some reason ) and when we were at the topic of bunnies, he said that his dad once forgot to take his rabbit out of the car, so the bunny actually died of uh, over suntanning. And that none of his puppies survived cos all of 'em got banged down by cars.

Don't worry, he's a nice guy still lol.

She said that it was a pity. I couldn't agree more. Maybe it's teen angst and maybe as she pointed out, it's really something that made them immune to the pain. I can't imagine myself doing that, no, nothing of that sort. I just can't bear seeing them do this to themselves and maybe two years down the road, regret.
Respect yourself.

I was gonna announce something like " I'm gonna be on a hiatus " but I know that I'll still be blogging during this pre-exam period. So, I shall not say it, but I just typed a paragraph on why I shouldn't be wasting my space writing something unnecessary.

By 2050, all of us will die from global warming.
No wonder the weather is going so haywire nowadays.

2007-04-09T23:35:00.000+08:00

An American dreaming.

Actually I do get why they're so against it. I wouldn't want my daughter who's barely old enough to get a driving license and who can't really take care of her own health and what's more discipline herself, to be further exposed to the crazy situation people are in now.
To be honest, I get influenced extremely easily and to discipline myself after that is as hard as [ insert anything close to impossible that you can think of right now ]. 17 years. What do I know? Sadly, nothing much. I'm at this phase when I do things irationally and I hardly think of the consequences. I speak without thinking twice, and I act before thinking at all. Silly.
I should get rid of this delusion, it's killing me, day in day out.

Don't try to act hero lah.

Mid-years start in 2 and a half week's time? I need a time table, quick. Settle down, Imee, focus! The closer I am to exams, the more likely I am to give up. Nop, I don't have any fighting spirit if you've noticed. The only academic achievement that I'm proud of is the fact that I managed to get 76 for my first Chinese test in primary 3 when I crammed all 5 years of education into countless lessons in 6 months till I got so sick of Mandarin for a period of time.

It's good to hear that school has finally started for you. No more dota till 4 a.m in the morning ah I tell you. Careful when you drive don't end up like your sister lol. Your mails give me motivation each time, and I ask for nothing more :) Take care dearest.

2007-04-08T20:30:00.000+08:00

YOU HAVE STOLEN MY HEART.
{edit} Argh, I'm not supposed to be awake. Now now, when did this insomnia thing start.

Sat down for 3 hours straight today to study for chemistry test with my twittiex friend ( Shearen duh who else ) after Easter mass. Today my attention surpasses any other studying sessions I've had. Sadly, that motivation to study died the moment I reached home.

If you were here, what would you do?
If you were still here, could I run to you?

2007-04-06T12:43:00.001+08:00

I am a procrastinator.

* SCREAMS

2007-04-06T12:17:00.000+08:00

I think and I stop there, cos I'm just plain bad at putting it down into words. But this guy here, it's like as if he's penning my thoughts down for me, coincidentally.

"When someone leaves, somethings go missing.
When someone leaves, they take a part of someone else when they leave.

Just some food for thought. It's ironical in a sense because two people leave in your heart, when only one person leaves physically right infront of you. It's just that we're too blind to notice it at all.

Maybe the empty feeling when someone's gone for long is really the feeling that a part of you inside has left.And maybe that's what longing about, a part of you being left and a part of you leaving. That's how we miss something, some place and someone because we left a part of us there and am leaving."

- Amirul.

Well well, Good Friday is here! Went for mass early in the morning with Shearen and we didn't manage to get a seat and we had to put up with this family chattering so loudly, and with the mummy telling her son that he should colour the grass ( in his colouring book ) green instead of red. Easter is in 2 days time, and my confirmation is in.. I don't know.20th May, no matter how long it seems, time passes by just like that.

Stop the world,
listen to the words in my head.

2007-04-03T22:05:00.000+08:00

Oh ok I just realised the links for the archives have been the wrong ones all along. I'm sorry I'm a HTML noob zzz.

Today I feel happy because of Miss Goh Wei Rong :)

"Can I have milkshake.. without milkshake, and don't shake?"
- Eugene.

2007-04-02T22:12:00.000+08:00

I told you not to do it, we already warned you, but you still went ahead with it and guess what's happening now :( It's too late to say all these now is it? Next time, learn a lesson. It's buried, let it be, don't think that by digging it up again you'll survive through it, all over again. I don't like to see you like this, to be dreading to be alone lest it gnaws on your heart like it did a long time ago.But whatever mistakes you've made, however lousy or down you feel, I will not forsake you, cos why? You're precious :)

Winston, you're so silly! Even when I told him that it was an April Fool's joke he still thought my joke was real and realised it only after 349358456783768273 hours later. And And! He got fooled really badly and when I was told about it today, I literally LOLed, right girlfriend? :D

I kinda told people that I went for X-ray on Friday and the doctor said that my ligament on my thumb tore permanently and I couldn't do sports that concerned my left hand any longer. Khaw was a little skeptical about it, but Tsz Pui and Winston fell for it so easily. And, Wei Rong didn't even remember it was 1st of April so she got tricked quite badly ah loser :p

Days are passing so quickly even with lessons surprising huh. I don't exactly dread school as a whole. Plus, I have a really cute form teacher who goes like, " You told me last week.. you serious?!" when she tried to be fierce. And she's gonna learn how to solve the Rubix cube from Abby who learnt from Nicholas who claimed that it was all based on logic lol. And plus, I have great friends to hang out with especially during recess. And! I get to jumble up the Rubix cube and pretend to look like a pro doing it.
"See I can solve the cube without even looking at it yeah I know I'm good :) "

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On nights like these,

2007-04-01T13:19:00.000+08:00

Currently, I'm in no mood to do up a blogskin so we'll just stick with this one.

It's a Sunday afternoon and I'm stuck at home doing laundry. I'm super hungry now, but too lazy to cook maggi mee, or walk over to katong to grab something to eat. I'm sick of Mcdelivery but if I'm desperate like really really desperate I don't have much of a choice.

Dinner with The Curlies tonight. Looking forward to it, man. Been so long since I've really met up with them since the plan to blade during the hols failed. Ninja restaurant! Miko is sick, lost his voice and he plans to save 20 dollars a week ( I think he's gone bonkers. ) Jay-R likes oreos so much that he has turned into one already. Black hair, white forehead, black face. Sadly, not as yummy hohoho! And Abby just got out of bed when I called her at 12.15pm. And she actually did her signature sneeze-three-times-in-a-row on me before we hung up.
I need to do a shoutout to her, you know why?
Cos she and her mum have been taking good care of me whenever my mum's away. When I sleepover at her house, I'll have to sleep on the mattress, cos she doesn't want me to roll down and land on her again omg. It's amazing how she managed to stay up to do her history essay while I fell asleep within two minutes.

Anyway, it was Pool day on Friday! Only few of us girls could make it, so it was Abby, Jasmine, Weiru, Jo and me. Then Jian, another girlfriend of mine joined us cos he [ undisclosed in case of ugly consequences ]. The whole pool session was um, bimbotic BUT funny. lol. We were fooling around with the FaceWarp thing, serious hearing problems and Weiru singing singing singing singing singing and singing, serious I'm not joking.

Mr. Bean is a funny show. How can people actually leave the show halfway? Well maybe it helps that I was sitting beside Jo cos her laughter is super infectious.

If I don't reply the tags now, I'll be called the stagnant owner of the tagboard.
( from oldest )

Asheem : lol you THINK it was you? hehe.
Shanti : and we miss you :)
JasmineK : Well you were eventually part of it :D
Sheep! : lol ignore him :p
Nicole : for THAT free ball eh ? Take care of your heel.
Alison : Thanks! Have fun during practices mwaha.
Sheep! : No more mould!
Kenneth : Hello Kennnnnneth
Kayan : Boo long time no see.
Jina : You weird shit.
Justin : Lol I heard it works fine now? Too late~
Kenneth : Yeah that's why I had to migrate here.
A ( Abby ) : Thanks la abby lol.
2.15.15.14 : The idea got called off :(
Fy : Hello fifi how you doing?
Desiree : Omg you were so blur in class ytd.
Jay-r : Yeah it broke, if not I would have pinched you.
Winston : Defend what? O.o
Sheep! : There was :)
Leon : Lol go on, maybe Asheem should start a business on that.
Jina : SORRY LA sister.
Price : lol I think so too.
Hui Ming : No problem girl :D
Althea : Oh hor, you think dirty one.
Jay R : Entrance your exit ah!
Althea : Wowo T.T
Vera : You never go for class yesterday!
A : why you say bye to me? I didn't even have a conversation with you.

The Cools.

Who else.

Playing some ball game.

2007-03-30T20:21:00.000+08:00

Admit it, you're doing this just for the sake of doing it
What kind of response is that.

2007-03-27T23:16:00.000+08:00

Oh my cat, I'm the F-lover. Or was it F-lower? O.o
DJ Leon, super-power Nicole, broom broom Abby and uh, mel mel army.

Anyway, I didn't go school today. No, I didn't pontang lah.
So woke up at 9, and slacked till 12. Ate lunch while watching Steve Irwin hunting crocodiles and I wasn't worried like before if he would get attacked by the crocodile :( He's such a brave guy and yeah, I admire him cos I don't even have the guts to face a cockroach.

I feel happy today, because, I attempted to study.
Just got distracted a lil bit by the computer? And, I've finally understood a little about static electricity and magnetism and etc, thanks to my sister, Tan Jian Rui who scared a girl off by shouting vulgarities in her language.
Jian, I'm not gonna announce to the whole world that you mistreat me but yeah, YOU HAVE BEEN NICE OK O.O

I'm joking :) He's a nice guy, really. Forsake a lot of things to help me and stuff like that. Besides, he promised his buddy, so he's got this very heavy and troublesome responsibility to uphold. hehe.
" Later I break your other hand, then you cannot walk ah... eh you cannot eat."

He has this friend in Vj choir that told them that there was one time he was practising his singing, and was singing out the window then there was a maid at the opposite condo who stuck her head out and asked him to keep quiet. He showed her a rude gesture and went back to singing. Then the maid carried a crying baby up and that dude stopped singing.

2007-03-27T22:25:00.000+08:00

Wf, thanks to you for being a supporter?
Are you kidding.

Thanks for being my very best supporter, for being a fair umpirer, for staying back to substitue me just in case my thumb killed me, and being the best motivator, off court and on court, especially after I shot in goals. It really helped me a lot y'know. Thank you, girlfriend. I owe you a treat instead :)

2007-03-26T21:37:00.000+08:00

Feedback from my reader says : The song playing is annoying.
So imma take it off ( actually it's my girlfriend who said that so i will take it down )
speaking of 'imma', it's IMMA'S BIRTHDAY TODAY!
Imma is my twin sister whose name always get mixed up with mine by Mr.Ahyar two years back.And people called us sisters when we went to take OHP together. Imee Imma Imee Imma Imee Imma.

Today felt so much like a Friday. I stared at Abby with disbelief when she corrected me and had to shatter my hopes and told me that not only today's not a Friday, it's a MONDAY. Starting of the weeks are ALWAYS evil, but today went by pretty fast for me.

I listened during Physics,
I listened during Geography while getting amused by Atiqah finding her house location on the map.
I listened during English. No, I didn't. I couldn't bear to.
I did my A maths homework, and I passed my TQ.
Chinese lesson was pretty fun , with the way we were thinking of idioms and coming up with stupid things and not to forget our dearest Goh Chang Sheng who comes up with the stupidest ideas anyone can ever give.
I listened during A maths lecture, & Mrs Hwang asked me to erase off the 'phail!' that Sheep! wrote on my book. But seriously, why are we learning how to differenciate logarithm terms, which part of that makes sense and can be applied to our daily work? And I spent the last fifteen minutes of it thinking about the Netball interclass.

Speaking of netball interclass,
( Now this is the main reason why I wanted to blog ). I am so damn proud of 4D, serious. Asheem came back at 5 to make sure we had enough people, and Jasmine stayed back all the way. One thing about our class is that, we enjoyed the game more than we wanted to win, but of course who wants to win right. lol. Winning wasn't prioritized. I'm glad no one screamed at each other, and no blames were pushed nor any grudges are held. Third, again, my dears :) And then the cutest thing is, all the players sent each other smses to show how much they enjoyed and appreciated one another and the games.
Personal shoutouts :
Abby : lol you're a reckless GK but I like ;)
Asheem : "4D lagi best lah" You're the man. Take care of the thumb.
Jasmine : Thanks a lot :)
Nicholas & Tsz pui : Thanks, men!
Althea : I really can see the effort put in, good job :)
Leon : Haha you dance with your defender la you! Thanks for your prayers once again.
Wei Rong : You're one player I can always always trust :D
Wan Swen : Good support there :)

Melson : Good game, Melson, no hard feelings eh.
Nicole : lol do you know we spend more time apologising than fighting for the ball on court? =p
Donna : you did great, girl, don't be sad :)
David : And NOW you know.

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2007-03-24T22:04:00.001+08:00

Silence doesn't have to be because of ignorance.
Concern doesn't have to be shown on one-time basis.
Just one line from you, and there goes.

My day started at 8 and ended at 10 ( when I reached home that is ).
Had E maths tuition in the morning with Sheep! and Kelvin and learnt about some vector thingaling okay then my brain was half cooked already. Then after that helped out with some stuff in school along with Wootnick, Jingyi and Sheep! and had lunch and off I went to church. Once again, I embarassed myself infront of the whole class by saying stupid things that made Vivien and Mervyn smack their forehead in disbelief. So I was to start off the ending prayer, and I went, " Lord, thank You for Bertie, and um, thank you for the class."
Yeah I know, what a good kick off.

Went for sunset mass with Vivien, Sheng Li and Mervyn. I misheard "Zion" as "London" and I was shocked to hear that London had somethng to do with Jesus so I couldn't help but keep laughing and Mervyn looked at me like I was some weird kid.

Late for A maths tuition. New place, bad start. Stupid trigo differenciation questions in our lecture notes. By the time I finished tuition my brain was already fried. And that place is so ulu it's weird.
Somehow, I felt like a loser. lol.

AND THEN, I came home with hope of un-losering myself and just plonk on the bed or do something to get my mind off, and I was looking forward to receiving his email. But nop, no such luck.
The Immigration sent me a letter.
Now, I'm in a dillema.

Now, I still feel like a loser.
T.T

How was your day, F?

2007-03-23T18:20:00.000+08:00

I feel super lazy to blog,

and this is why.

2007-03-21T19:43:00.000+08:00

Today.
1. I didn't wake up late ( well not really.)
2. I reached school in time.
3. I blacked out in class.
4. She was at her bitchiest this morning. Serious, ask Nicholas.
5. I found out that I'm not the only one with a bandaged hand. ( Hi Justyn!!! )
6. I found out I pass my chemistry. Thanks Mr Tan if you counted that test.
7. Miss Goh didn't let me pass my physics :(
8. Entertaining assembly by the people around me.
9. Fun netball game for 15 mins.
10. I laughed at Mr Tan's comment at Leon being "insightful".
11. The netball poles should retire considering their state nw.
12. Mini netball game with Melson, Leon, Justin Khaw, Wei Rong.
13. .. with Melson claiming that we are cheaters every 2 minutes.
14. CLASS T SHIRT YAY!
15. My best friend offering to give me a free ball tmr during our match cos of my thumb. ^^
16. Abby starting to panic for tomorrow.
17. Jie Rong calling Miss Goh to see if she's still in school and only realised at the end of the phone call that she was absent today ( you are such a loser ;p )
18, And now, my bruise is twice the size.

SEC FOUR NETBALL GAME TOMORROW K ( if nothing crops up that is )
4D, let's just enjoy ourselves lah :)

Overall, I feel happy today :D

Ok, as I promised. TAG REPLIES!!!
Kenneth : lol ya I know, cute right? xD
Sheep! : GWS? Sheep is oishi.
Jo : I expected a poke with that 'sup Imee' lol.
Weiru : lol yeah, I know what you mean.
Justin : oh my, you're a freak O.O
2.15.14.14 : yep, I'm better now. I suck at floorball lerxzxzx, and yeah GROCERY SHOPPING FOOOOOO!
Winston : Ah, college freshman :)
Alison : yeah man, you got me REALLY confused.
Wootnick : You should tell people that stroy to cheer them up.
Mouse : You tried to trick me to pass you the ball!!!
Justin : Well as you can see from today, yes. lol.
Ronald : Hello fellow chairman ^^
Kenneth : THERE YOU GO :)

Special thanks to Jie Rong and Mat. The heroes of 4D.

3D netball team 2006.

2007-03-20T22:23:00.000+08:00

: ARE U SCARED OF ME ? : : ur finger??
: ARE U SCARED OF ME ? : : i think it was me ryt
: ARE U SCARED OF ME ? : : .....
: ARE U SCARED OF ME ? : :SORRY ah

EH-SHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEM.
Well well class teeshirt collection tomorrow.
Games carnival on thursday.

You said you weren't pinpointing anyone but hell yes I was aware of that accusing tone.
You! Please stop being such a biased shit to us especially them.

We need to draw the line, quickly.
Gosh I miss him.

Tag replies? next post ;)

2007-03-19T14:33:00.000+08:00

By now, they should be having their lunch and getting ready for physics lecture.

Went home after recess cos I felt too drowsy to stay on for the rest of the day. Got reprimanded by the GO lady for coming to school despite having MC. She said I'll pass the virus and germs to my classmates. Slept till around now and I had really weird dreams, and in one of them I dreamt that when my mum wasn't here, my brothers and dad suddenly appeared and I called Abby to tell her I'm not going over to her house for dinner. My mum left for Indonesia today and once again, I'm alone at home again. It's not more of great-I-finally-have-freedom, but more of damn-the-house-is-so-darn-quiet-I-wish-she-was-here.
So for now, I'd have to fend for myself and ensure my own survival! Grocery shopppppppppppppppppppping. lol, grocery shopping reminds me of Boon ( 2.15.15.14 )

Anyway, parts of UK are experiencing hailstorms. Hope my brother is okay over there. Ah poor guy. Come back soon k :)

Part of me wants to spend the day rotting part of me wants to spend the day organizing my lecture notes. Now now, which one sounds more alluring?

I'd like to say thank you to..
Miss Goh, for talking it out with DM and woo 4d, we can wear our class tee to school.
Nicole, for giving me a ride to school this morning.
Atiqah, for helping me today :)

It feels good to see them again after one week break, and especially the both of them. Feels like a family reunion or something along that line.
Happy physics-ing, y'all!

2007-03-18T07:57:00.000+08:00

Before I forget, here goes!
TAG REPLIES :
Nicole : Hello npy! So much for studying huh lol.
Alison : Haha yep, but always tempted to close and reopen again zzz.
Sheep : Hello Wf :) SPIDERWEB!
Dan : Well stupid people can't see them. =p
2.15.14.14 : I never knew those were clouds, really.
Abby : It's only on YOUR com tsk :p
Wei Rong : yep they have :)
Mini : Hey mini! long time no see~
Zhang : wtf -.- really ah?
Weiru : You strangle him, you'll probably get double back.
Kenneth : lol yeah, we both had a good day, didn't we? =)
Wei Ru : Wait till i post the pictures that you abby and me took. hehe.
Jina : I feel like boxing you on the nose sometimes.
Him : Amirul :)
Althea : My blog? I don't know. .Blog, are you okay? :P

Now isn't the right time to blog about everything I've been wanting to say cos everything that I type out wouldn't exactly be nice.

Holidays are ending tomorrow btw. It's time to panic and dig for your homework! Go go go go.

Traffic jam + us.

2007-03-16T23:13:00.000+08:00

Longing ;intr.v. longed, long·ing, longs :
To have an earnest, heartfelt desire, especially for something beyond reach.

Half a world away.

2007-03-15T23:23:00.000+08:00

Today has been a relatively good day other then that disturbing and concerning matter ringing at the back of my head. I don't know why it has such great impact on me every single time it happens and seriously it brings me down a lot cos it's important to me.

Went to study in the morning at the airport but gave up after one hour ( and after spilling my drink yes again ) and headed to queensway to check out the price of the netball tee. Seriously, even to get 50 cotton shirts cost more than 10 bucks so who is the school trying to kid here?

Then went home and headed to town to meet those two goons tsk. Sorry Abby for being late. Abby was talking about going to town 4 out of the 5 days and I laughed at her and when I carefully thought about it, I stand accused too zzz.

Abby came along with Weiru and me to Parkway to meet Gerry that irritating 76 guy. We left town quite late so decided to cab, yep bad choice. jam, peak hour, erp charge and the final cost was scary enough. It turned out that Gerry was later than us hmmm.

Had dinner at Ajisen Ramen and then headed to Starbucks for the REAL discussion about filming. So we managed to narrow down on the possible ideas and I'm quite glad that Gerry siad the ideas were "workable" and "interesting". This thing is gonna take a long time but it's a sure thing that I'll enjoy the whole process of this production. As usual, Weiru was teased by Gerry but the weird thing is that she laughs when she gets insulted by him? lol. These are some of the pictures taken by him.

It's cool the way he makes the pictures much clearer with photoshop. lol I'm a photoshop noob so I don't know nuts about all these. I'm not dense btw -.-

Had a good evening tonight. Hanging out with those two reminded me so much of those filming days quite long ago and though we only got merit and not platinum like this year, I really enjoyed the whole of it, from acting to editing to attending the ceremony. Yea, he's right, it's not the award that matters it's a matter of enjoyment.

Will blog more next time, currently pissed and speechless.

2007-03-14T10:00:00.000+08:00

First off, thank you Abby, I appreciate that :) You still bothered to say a word of thanks despite everything else.

Yesterday I talked to an old friend.
After one year and three months ++, we opened up to each other and it made me realise a lot of things and that my assumptions were silly, but at the same time, I couldn't really let go of that grudge I had but nevertheless it all went good. Apology, confession, analysis, solving. Whatever it is, remember, if plan A doesn't work, go for plan B and yes remember your promise to at least TRY k :) ( I'm sorry I couldn't really be of much help btw. )

Yesterday was the first time they came to my house.
They spent most of the time sitting on the kitchen floor and migrated to the dining table cos it was stuffy in the kitchen. We were stuck here cos it was pouring damn heavily so while some were fascinated about clouds at my balcony, some were playing the guitar, while some were watching tv and Nicholas left his phone here while changing, so his chairman will save the day and give it back to him :D

Thank goodness it stopped raining after a while and the fire was up thanks to the newspapers.. and the men.

See that green flame there...somewhere?

And then 9/10 oclock came and few had to leave.

The chickens tasted great but we didnt manage to finish them.

Boon and the chickeeeeeeens.

Abby trying to find her Jay chou songs in the iPod.

marshmallow got torn but still happy. ;D

seriously, i think this is cute lol.

testing out the timer.

TADA.

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Currently waiting for Nicole to give me a call cos it's our out day today but for now... I think I should bathe. mwaha.

TAG REPLIES :
Jina : angels got doors one ah?
Justin : lol now you know how happyness is spelt in that show yes? :)
Kenneth : happYness! lol yeah the cube landed him an internship. coolz.
Winston : Hello yellow car dude ;D
Him : Yep finally! Finally what? o.o
Shanti : hello Shanti. I miss you.

2007-03-13T08:51:00.000+08:00

Mummy's hogging the toilet AGAIN so I shall just blog first. I opened my eyes and was wide awake after exactly 8 hours of sleep ( that was 7 o'clock this morning ) and my lower body was already out of the bed. Now I believe what Nicole said about me kicking her in my sleep, and the fact that I rolled over( a little bit too much) and fell on Abby?

And speaking of Abby, we were out in town yesterday with Zoe-ann and Alison and she caught a glimpse of this 'infamous' blogger. My first impression of her wasn't exactly positive, so I went to her blog / website, and oh my, to my horror.

Moral of the story : I am glad to be normal, and have no intention of turning into a funky chick wannabe and I'm glad to have friends who are down to earth and just go with the flow~
After all, being different and attracting attention is two different things altogether , yknow yknow yknow? :)

Original plan was to go blading with The Curlies, but things cropped up last minute so yeah. I'm supposed to go to the market later oh no I don't like that place. Well, something good's gonna happen today cos we're having a bbq later! :D

And you know why today's a good day? Cos today's the 13th. My lucky number 13.

"It reminded me of a person 16000km away. Half the world away. Oh well, goodbye doesn't mean forever." - Amirul.

2007-03-12T21:15:00.000+08:00

Hello I'm back to blogging.
I closed it down the other time cos I was having a terrible day and didn't want to risk venting my frustration out on my posts which in turn would end up offending people and making things far worse than it was.

Abby was helping me with the other skin that I intended to use but the codes were cocked up, so changed it to this one. lol, yeah, it's simple and... white but that's the way i like it.

Well well, new tagboard, and I WILL start replying tags.
The pursuit of happyness.

2007-03-08T22:06:00.000+08:00

Gah. I missed your calls twice because I didn't feel the vibration and another time cos I was having A maths lecture, trying to recall anything about quadratic inequalities. Sorry I smsed you kinda late, cos I have no idea of the time difference there but now I realised it's 6 o'clock there and I doubt you've read my sms so yeah, just to tell you I'm missing you :D

Gosh. I look at my marks and I freak out. Yeah, what happened to me? Too lazy, too complacent, and maybe too overconfident thinking that I can scrape through everything even without reading through or revising. And for the first time in 16+ years, my parents have to go down to meet my teacher tomorrow.
In fact, I feel ashamed :(

Like.... you send your daughter overseas to this country where the currency was 6000 times bigger than your country's, to find out that your daughter has been slacking and having the best times of her life while you're far away from the country, slogging day and night.
So shall we even start on what's fair and what's not? Doubt it.

Now now let me not forget about THE priority.
I am so gonna try to make things right.

How ironic of the song playing that moment.

So brother, tell me. Would you rather be home..?

2007-03-07T20:05:00.000+08:00

I know my blog entries have been lacking content wise and since today I'm in the mood to blog, I shall. If you think it's emo, I think you're nuts.

Cos you know why.
I have been thinking and people do think. So I do think a lot especially after I read people's blog, usually those I'm close to. The things they say impact me greatly, and knowing myself, I don't get things out of my head very quickly.

And most of the time, I want to do something about them. Like, tell them how I feel or probably.. leave a tag to tell them I care? But do I say it too much till it becomes commonplace? Or... is it not enough? So I start questioning and doubting, wondering and worrying.

The only thing I know is that I don't know what I'm thinking. I know the things I do are "wrong", in a way that maybe it's going against my principles but yet again I shrug them off. I know... I don't like it either :(

I mind too much I'm sorry.

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Self abstainance.
Lead us away from temptation, and deliver us from evil.

I think this is how it feels to be confused.

2007-03-06T21:41:00.000+08:00

Hi brother.
Your sister is intelligent, really.
Although she can't get into biomedical course and shoot out some superlongandweird chemical names, she's not as dumb as you think okay.

Well, I'm iMee.

2007-03-05T20:01:00.000+08:00

Vice chair, you deserve a big picture on my blog cos well, yeah you've been the best vice chair anyone can get, serious. You take attendance, you chase the teachers for signatures, you write announcements, you collect forms, and you've helped me in everyway possible awwww :) Happy sweet sixteen and well hope you were happy today. I know you're happy, cos I gave you a personalized card and I got you siew mai! You're sixteen now, please stop singing in class :D
Love, ..auntie Magg.

She's a toughie. Happy or not, crafting still means cutting ( well according to the passage that is HAHA )

2007-03-03T22:28:00.000+08:00

I forsake Fall Out Boy concert for A maths tuition.
And so what was I telling you about this world going crazy?mmm.

2007-03-02T13:38:00.000+08:00

I forgot to jump out of my classroom window. Dang.

Well, well. Thanks to Amirul for teaching me the chords. Don't be affected by what he says lah, what does he know about anything? -.-

They're everywhere. No, you're everywhere.

2007-03-01T22:18:00.000+08:00

The world is crazy, I realised.

1. My classmate is planning to strike lottery and buy the whole of our school audi chairs.
2. A 9 year-old girl was pregnant and gave birth in primary 3. Boyfriend's same age.
3. If the sea level rises by 0.3% or sth like that, parts of China will face heavy floodings.
4. A 16 year old girl and a mother of 2.
5. We actually settled our class tee shirt after what seemed like a long long long time.
6. Our principal rolled down his car window down to as Myeong Wen to tuck in his shirt.
7. If I get an intivation tomorrow, I'll jump down from the classroom.

Thank goodness tomorrow's friday :)

Long, comfortable Mrt rides to nowhere in particular with me mugging for my chemistry quiz the next day. Me spilling coke the first time. 13 seconds.

2007-02-28T20:47:00.000+08:00

Can't get you outta my head.
Can't get you outta my head.
Can't get you outta my head.
Can't get you outta my head.
Can't get you outta my head.
Can't get you outta my head.
Can't get you outta my head.
Can't get you outta my head.
Can't get you outta my head.
Can't get you outta my head.
Can't get you outta my head.
Can't get you outta my head.
Can't get you outta my head.

After 13 lines of 'Can't get you outta my head', I still can't get you out of my head.

Nicole baaaaaaaaaaby, my one and only npy :D

I hope you're okay over there. Poor you have to adapt to the time there again. Well, wear more layers of clothing if it starts to get colder, and please be alright :)

2007-02-26T18:56:00.000+08:00

It's all gonna be okay.
Dear, I love you :)

2007-02-24T23:01:00.000+08:00

HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY TO SHANTI!

Omg, you're seventeen :D

It seems like such a long time since I've seen you already Shanny. I miss you. Hope things are great over there and your school's awesome...

...just like you :)

Higher than the ceiling :)

2007-02-21T22:20:00.000+08:00

INTRODUCING,

EMO NEMO!

(courtesy of Mirul -friend of the nonbimbotic)

2007-02-15T21:43:00.000+08:00

Firstly, I'm sorry for not updating as often anymore. I've finally learnt to control my urge to use the com and surf online, and I've overcome the temptation to go on MSN...and it's because of...

I never get sick of new stuff. ( that was a weird statement.)

So.... YESTERDAY WAS VALENTINE'S DAY and TODAY'S TOTAL DEFENCE DAY. Thank God TK don't have that tradition they have in TKP where all the stalls in the canteen would only sell porridge and mineral water during Total Defence Day.

4D's a really sweet class. Absoluteeeeeeeely. By the time I stepped into the classroom ( yesterday ), there were a few chocolates and sweets on my table already. Then, the chocolate sharing continued for the whole day and the whole class was in high spirits, all excited and stuff like that. I feel so bad to those who have given me stuff, cos I didn't have the time to buy chocs and stuff like that :(

Well, well. Let the pictures do the talking.

The gifts.

The cards.

The WeiRong ('s gift.)

The sweet letters.

Girlfriend. ( with Weiru doing some weird handsigns )

Boony and Donny.

Hi Winnie, I'm sure I wasn't ignoring you.

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D

Flowers for mumster.

Okay, here are some random pictures. I love random pictures and no I don't have a 'Random Pictures' folder. Jian, you know that's for you -.-

The totally out of tune guitar.

Night view from my balcony.

I miss Loch Ness.

Today was an okay day. The down side of it was that DM didn't approve of our class tee again :( She doesn't approve of the DESIGN cos she doesn't want people labelling us as 'MAD' just because we have the word 'M4DNESS'. But why, Mrs Lim, why? This is called being innovative... right? o.o

Shoutouts.

Jay R : Dude, thanks for being there in class all the time, and you don't sing as often anymore YAY. You're a great vice-chair who always miscount but THAT'S OKAY, cos I'm lazy.

Shearen : I hope you're getting well now :)

Nicole : NPY! Take care alright, I hope you're doing just fine yes?

Abby : Tomorrow is the day you have been looking forward to!

Justin K : Thanks :)

Amirul : MIRUL. 2.20 lah!! Thanks for the letter btw~

Jian : WE SAW IT COMING LA.

Atiqah : Thanks so much dearest. That was really sweet of you :D

2007-02-13T23:50:00.000+08:00

V for VALENTINE!
HAPPY V DAY ALL YOU PEOPLE OUT THERE.
I happen to be blogging at 11 :58.

HI MR.LEE IF YOU'RE READING THIS BLOG, I DONT THINK YOU'LL WANNA KNOW WHO I AM COS I HAVEN'T BEEN DOING MY JOB DUTIFULLY HAHA.
G'night, and.....

Amirul, I am not a bimbo!
You owe me 2.20 you..you... ... .. .